Ab Kisi Se Dil Lagane Ko Dil Nahi Karta

Hi….. Doston mai Ajay kumar Sahni.

kuch apne bare me kahna chahta hun.main u.p ke Azamgarh district se belong karta hu mere gaw ka naam LEDAURA BANARPURA,hai.

2007 tak main punjab ke Ludhiana sehar me rahta tha 2008 me main apne village aaya. punjab bord se maine 8th class ki thi. ghar aa kar maine 9th class me admission liya. mai padhne me thik thai tha. hamare gaw me do dost the jinke kafi charche the dono bhai ki tarha rahte the. ek din ik ladki ke kaarn dono me dushmani ho gai. dono ki dushmani bhi usi tarha thi jaisi dosti.  dono ek dusre ke jani dushman ho gaye the.  ek dusre ko marne ke khwab dekhne lage.ek ka naam santosh, dusare ka naam sunil tha,  Sunil ke paas aur bhi dost the wo power me santosh se jyada tha. isliye santosh ka saath mai aur mere ghar ke ladke dene lage. jisse santosh bhi befikr ho gaya. hum logo ne use dhiraj dhraya ki hamare rahte huye sunil uska kuch nahi bigad sakta. ab hum log ache dost ban gaye the santosh har baat humse sheyar karne laga tha. sunil ki ek sister thi jiska naam SUMAN tha. meri koi girlfriend bhi nahi thi. aur sehar se aaya tha isliye meri kadr bhi jayda thi.

santosh ne mujhe sunil ki bahan ko patane ke liye kaha. maine bhi ha kar di. santosh ka man sirf Sunil se badla lena tha. maine SUMAN ko parpos kiya. usne kaha soch kar btati hu mujhe ykin nahi tha ki wo ha kar degi. usne ha kar di. us din se meri khushi ka koi thikana na raha.

main bahut khush rahne laga lekin mujhe to badla lena tha. mujhe to istemal kiya ja raha tha aur main bhi istemal ho raha tha. lekin such main dhire dhire suman ke pyar me pagal hone laga wo bhi mujhse milne ko bechain rahti thi. jab tak hum ek dusare ko din me do char baar dekh na le tab tak chain nahi milta tha.

lekin ek din aisa aahi gaya jis din se har ek premi ghbra jata hai, dono dushman phir se dost ban gaye, santosh ne mujhe kaha tum suman se dur ho jaao jab usne ye baat kahi to mera man kiya ki uska khun kar du. lekin maine apne aap ko rok liya aur use kaha nahi chodu ga jo karna hai kar le, doston aap to jante hi hai…………..

dosto aap to jante hi hai. ki koi bhi apne pyar ko pane ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta hai agar pyar sacha ho to. bas phir kya tha mai bhi har musibat ka samna karne ko taiyar tha. lekin suman ke bhi ne mujhse kuch kahne ki bajha suman ko pareshan karne laga. wo meri suman ko roj marta tha magar mai kuch nahi kar sakta tha.ek din mujhe bhi gussa aaya maine bhi apna ek tarika nikala maine sunil ke naam ki supari nikal di…

lekin ye kadam mere liye bahut mahanga sabit hua. ek din sunil ne suman se kaha ki use bhul ja varna mai use mar dunga matlab mujhe….lekin mai to uske naam ki supari pahle hi de chuka tha pure 20000Rs . phir suman ne mujhe bataya ki mera bhai tumhe marna chahta hai. mai nahi chahti ki tumhe kuch bhi ho. maine kaha tum befikr raho mujhe kuch nahi hoga maine tumhare bhai ke naam ki supari pahle hi nikal di hai..

2-3din me use thik kar denge sab. mai khud kuch nahi kar sakta tha  qki agar mai kuch karta to pura shor ho jata isliye maine supari nikali thi. jab supari walk baat suman ko pata chali to pagal si ho gai qki aakhir wo uska bhai tha. phir suman ne kaha ki mai kisi parkar ka jhagda nahi chahti maine kaha thik hai agar tum chahti ho ki koi jhagda na ho to nahi hoga…phir suman ek din mere ghar aai aur kaha tum mujhe bhul jaao itna Kab kar wo chali gai phir maine usse baat karne ki bahut koshis ki magar nahi ho pai aur 6month ke baad pata chala ki ab wo kisi aur se pyar karti hai. aur usse uski shadi bhi pakki ho gai hai. phir maine bhi apne man ko smjhate huye kaha ki tu use bhul ja.

magar nahi ho saka ab shayad ho bhi nahi sake ga..aab uski shadi ho chuki hai. aur mai tanhai me aaj bhi gut …gut ke jita hu. aaj building mujhe Yahi lagta hai ki wo aayegi ek din. mai jaanta hu wo nahi aaye gi lekin phir bhi mai uska intzar karta hu….aur shayad karta bhi rahunga . mujhe usne bina kuch bataye hi chod diya ..

isliye ab mujhe ki ladki pe bharosa nahi hota. mujhe lagta hai sari ladkiya ek jaisi hai aur shayad hai bhi …ab kisi se dil lagane ko dil nahi karta …Yahi thi meri sad story …Kaisi lagi.  likhna jarur…plz..

  Is it true love….? 

hi friends I am _ _ _ _, I m from Delhi. ye baat us waqt ki hai jab main 2nd year mein tha, mere B.A exam paas aa rahe the isliye maine paschim vihar mein apni coaching suru kar di. mere class mein 9 students the, aur do din mein hi meri unse doti ho gayi. ek din main class ke baad ghar ja raha tha tabhi ek ladki ne mujhse ek institute ka address pucha ye wahi institute tha jaha main padhta tha maine use institute ka address bta diya aur wo thanks bol k chali gayi.. main bhi ghar aa gaya aur uske baare main sochne laga kyunki wo mujhe kaafi achi lagi. raat ko main sochne laga ki kaas wo dubara mile. agale din main roz ki tareh institue gaya aur apni class main enter krte hi main chownk gaya kyunki wahi ladki mere class mein baithi thi usme mujhe dekha aur sayad pehchan bhi gayi thi.. maine thodi himmat ki aur ja ke uske bagal wali seat pe baith gaya. jaise hi main baitha usne mujhe hi kaha aur thanx boli maine bhi use hi kaha aur usase pucha ki aaj aapki pehli class hai usne muskurate hue kaha haa maine aaj hi join kiya exam aane wale hai. fir usne mujhse aapko kitne din ho gaye is class mein. maine kaha abhi 1 week hua hai..fir maine himmat jutaate ,ue uska naam pucha, main pehli bar kisi ladki se baat kar tha isiliye thoda nervous tha, khair usne kaha mera naam Ritika hai, maine kaha mera naam ajay hai, itne mera sir aa gaye aur hamari class suru ho gayi aur hum padhne lage . uske baad jb class khtm hui to usne mujhe bye kaha aur chali gayi. main bhi ghar aa gaya aur us din main kaafi kush tha pehli bar main kuch ajeeb si feelings mehsus kar tha. us raat mujhe nind hi nahi ayi, main bar bar uth kar time dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki jaldi se subeh ho jaye taaki main use dekh saku usase baat kar saku…kher agle din main jaldi jadli taiyar hoke 1 ghanta pehle hi institue pahunch gaya, kuch der baad mein class room mein gaya aur ritika ka wait krne laga thodi der baad wo ayi aur aake mere paas wali seat pe baith gayi maine use hi kaha aur usne bhi muskrate huye mujhe hi kaha. kuch din aise hi chalta raha hum dono mein kaafi baatein hone lagi, class ke baad hum dono kaafi time saath bitaate, ice cream wagerah khate aur ab hum ache dost ban gaye the, hum dono ab mobile pe bhi ek dusre se baatein krne lage.. aur isi beech main use kb like karne laga mujhe khud pta nahi chala. wo jb bhi muskra ke mujhse baat karti mujhe bahut acha lagta ,ek din mein class mein late ho gaya isliye mujhe usase alag piche baithna pda us din uske saath hamari class ka anurag baitha hua tha aur maine dekha ki wo ek doosre se baat kar rahe the, ye dekh kr mujhe jealousy feel hui..us waqt mijhe pta chala ki main use bahut like krne laga hu. class ke baad usne pucha aaj tum late kaise ho gaye maine kaha bs aise hi, usne kaha chalo kisi park mein chalte hai maine kaha mera mann nahi hai, main ghar ja raha hu, usne kaha kya baat hai kuch problem hai kya, maine kaha nahi bs aise hi..usne kaha theek hai bye.. sayad wo bhi samajh gayi thi ki main upset kyu tha.ghar aake mujhe laga ki maine usase theek se behave ni kiya, sayad usko bura laga hoga. maine socha ki kal use sorry bol dunga.. agle din wo class mein mili maine kal ke liye i m sorry, usne pucha kal tum upset kyu the, maine kaha pta nahi aise hi bs. Fir usne mujhse pucha tum b.com ke baad kya karoge, maine sase kaha ki main CMA karunga usne mujhse iske baare mein puch maine use puri detail bta di.. usne kaha main bhi ye course karungi. maine kaha theek hai.. uske baad hum dono k exams aa gaye hum dono ke hi exam ache gaye, exam ke baad usne CMA ka form bhara aur mere saath hi patel nagar mein coaching lene lagi. hum dono ko ek dusre se baat krte lagbhag 4 mahine ho gaye the.. main hamesa uski baat manta tha wo jo bhi kehti main krta, maine bahut baar uske liye notes banaye, every saterday ko main use mcD, dominos le jata, use hamesha khush rakhta, uske har chota bada kaam krta aur main hamesha uske baare mein sochta rehta ab main usase bahut pyar karne laga tha..aur lagbhag 1 mahine se use bataene ki koshis kr raha tha par meri himmat hi nahi hoti thi in maamlo mein main bahut kamjor tha. aur mujhe laga kahi usne mana kar diya to hamari dosti bhi na khatm ho jaaye is baare mein maine apne dosto ko bataya, dosto ne kaha saale jaldi se himmat karke bolde wrna uski shaadi mein table- kursi saaf krta reh jayega. unhone mujhe motivate kiya aur kaha kuch nahi hoga wo tujhe mana nahi karegi, tum dono itne dino se saath ho, ek doosre ko achi tareh jaanane lage ho tu usko bol de. agle din class khatm hone ke baad maine ritika ko park chalne ko kaha, hum log kuch der tak aise hi walk karte rahe.. uske baad maine usase kaha ki main tumse kuch kehna chahta hu usne kaha ha bolo kya baat hai maine badi himmat krke use kaha ki tum mujhe bahut achi lagti lagti ho main tumse pyar karne laga hu.. pehle din se hi tum mujhe bahut achi lagti ho…maine usase pucha do u likd me? wo kuch ni boli aur ghar chalne ko kaha fir hum dono metro station pe gaye aur wo bina kuch bole hi waha se chali gayi… mujhe kuch samajh ni aya aur main bhi ghar aa gaya aur uske baare mein sochne laga. maine use kayi baar call kiya usne koi response ni diya. agle din maine usase institute mein baat karne ki koshish ki par usne mujhse baat ni ki, class ke baad maine fir usase baat ki usne badi muskil se meri baat suni maine usase kaha ki agr tumhe hurt hua to i m sorry, wo boli dekho maine tumhare liye kabhi aisa feel ni kiya, main tumhe sirf ek acha dost manti hu aur waise bhi mera already boy friend hai…main shock reh gaya aur himmat karke bola koi baat ni hum log friend to reh sakte hai na wo boli theek hai hum dono bs friend rahenge. fir hum dono ghar aa gaye. ghar aa ke main apne bed par lait gaya aur uske baare mein rochte huye meri aankh me aansu aa gaye aur main so gaya..agle din mein institute nahi gaya aur ghar pe hi apne kamre mein pda raha aur sochne laga ki usne mojhe kabhi kyu nahi bataya ki uska koi boy-friend bhi hai, uske baad shaam ko mere friends aaye aur bole kya baat hai aaj tu institue nahi gaya aur subeh se yahi pda hai, chal aa thoda bahar ghoom ke aate hai, maine kaha nahi yaar tum jaao mera mann nahi hai, they asked me kya hua bat to, tab maine unhe sab bta diya wo bole koi baat nahi yr, chhod usse tujhe koi aur uasase bhi achi ladki mil jaayegi. uske baad maine maine institute jaane laga aur ritika se thodi bahut baatein hoti thi, ab hum dono mein pehle jaisi baatein ni hoti thi, wo koi na koi excuse de kr mujhse door jaane ki koshish krti rehti dhere dheere hum dono mein baatein kam hone lagi aur aaj 1 saal ho gaye usase baat kiye maine uska no. bhi apne mobile se delete kar diya…to dosto ye thi meri love story ab aap batao is it my true love…me ab bhi uska wait kar raha hu…..

LOVE STORY

            Ek Jhuth Ne Meri Jindgi Badal Di 

Hello freinds mera naam _ _ _ _ hai mai delhi se hu baat aaj se 3 saal pehle ki hai mere gher ke piche wali gali me ek ladki kuch din pehle hi ayi thi jise maine pehli baar tab dekha jab mai morning me utha hi tha aur chat pe wash room me toothpaste kar raha tha ki meri najer achanak us ladki par padi jise maine pehle kabhi nahi dekha tha aur mano meri ankho me se jaise ki nind bilkul gayeb ho gai ho, shayed wo bhi mughe pehle se hi dekh rahi thi uthta to mai roj tha subeh par wo subeh mere liye sabse alag thi phir mai fresh hua aur niche a gya par mera man fhir se use dekhne ka hua aur mai dubara chat par chala gaya wo kitchen me thi aur wo bhi jaise plat plat kar mughe hi dekh rahi thi fhir kya tha maine tution jana chod diya us time mai 12th class me tha aur bas chat bethe 2 usko hi dekhta ese 20 ya 22 din tak chalta raha aur fhir maine use apna no. badi mushkil se diya aur usse meri baat hui usne apna naam riya bataya mai usse baat karke bhut khush tha mughe pehle to aur ladkiyo se baat karna milna bas ek attraction lagta tha par pehli baar esa feel hua ki mai riya jo ladki meri life me ab aayi hai isse mughe pyar ho gya hai aur ab bas iske sath hi rehna srf iska bankar aur hum ek din mile tab mai bhut khush tha usne mere sath 2 ghanthe spend kiye aur wo 2 ghanthe mughe aaj bhi yaad hai uske sath bitaya hai minute aaj bh meri ankho ke samne se nahi hatta kyuki maine use wahi purpose kiya tha aur usne bh ha keh diya par jab wo gher ayi to uski badi sister jo married thi use shak ho gya ki wo shayed mere sath hi ghumne gyi thi par usne apni choti behen riya ko kuch nahi kaha phir jab meri baat riya se hui to riya ne mughe is bare me bataya maine tabhi uski badi sister ke pas phone milaya aur use apni dil ki baat bta di jo mere dil me tha par riya ki badi sister ne mughe aage se phone karne aur riya se baat karne se saaf mana kar diya pta nahi kyu use jaise mere uper vishwas nahi tha ya fhir wo delhi ko ladko ko srf flurty samghti thi jo srf flurt karte hai kyuki wo assam se the mai phir bhi nahi mana kyuki mai shayed riya ke bina nahi reh sakta tha fhir riya ke jija ko bhi pta chal gya aur unhe riya ki sister ne ye batya ki riya ko ek ladka yaha kafi pareshan karta hai aur riya ke jija neavy me the to wo mere gher par mughe marne a gye par meri family ne mughe bacha liya aur mai bhut heart hua kyuki meri family ki insult hui jiska karan mai tha bas maine tabhi soch liya tha ki mai riya ke jija ko marunga aur maine riya se dubara baat karni chalu ki par is baar maine riya se pucha ki kyuki aapne apne jija ko sach nahi batya to riya ne yahi kaha ki uske badi sister ne sab kuch jhuth bola aur mughe jija se sach nahi bolne diya aur maine ye sab bate record kar li fhr kuch din baad uske jija ne hamare chat par uren bher kar chat par pheka jo ki mumy g ne dekh liya mai bas esa hi koi moka chahta tha jis moke par mai in bato ko utha saku kyuki riya ka jija kehne ko to neavy me tha par namard tha piche se waar karna uski phitrat me tha hum usi rat uske gher par use marne ke liye gye par uske jija ne gate nahi khola phir hum aghle din with my mom uske gher gye to wo apni baato se saaf mukher gya jis par meri mom ne hi uske thappad mar diya bas phir kya tha bhut darama ho gya aur in sabme mai ye bhul gya ki mai apne pyar se ab bhut dur ho gya hu mai chah kar bhi ab us ladki ko nahi pa sakta wo ladki wapas assam chali gyi mere pass uska koi contact no. nahi thi kyuki pehle ke no. uske band ho gye mai bas uski badi sister se ek baar yhi kehna chahta tha ki kya unhone sahi kiya unhone sach kyu nahi bataya apne husband ko kash ke unhone sach bataya hota to aaj bhi riya mere sath hoti halaki 6 mahine baad riya ko unknown no. se mere pass phone aya aur hmari bate continue hai par ab meri family kabhi bhi riya ko acpt nahi karegi kyuki wo pal shayed meri family bh nahi bhul sakti ek jhuth jisse riya ki sister ka to kuch nahi badla par meri jindgi badal gyi aaj bhi mai riya se bhut pyar karta hu aur wo bhi mughe shyed utna hi pyar karti hai par hum ab shayed kabhi ek nahi ho sakte kyuki hum dono hi arrange marrige chahte hai jo nahi ho sakti.